Talk about the magic in your life!
I hate my life. no happyneds since the time I was born. Always away from friends
Well my father was in army and so i was never able to be with my friends for long as the keep getting posted from one place to other. But then I always Amaze Myself with my skills. but At last feel really lonely as i have missed the basic knowledge of socializing. And now I am in delhi for two years and all i do is sit on the computer all day. Eat food whenever feels to. Goes in the morning to nearby park but no socializing. Its my past that seems to make me afraid of boys and then i want to talk to girls but in front of someone I can never talk. I think I am killing myself. But then what can I do? How to come out? My father do not trust me. I don't know why? Mother is superstitious and thinks I am a unlucky charm? Brother is again in army? so no contacts with him. Sister thinks I am a bookworm and useless. At the first place my father wanted me to study as much as I can. And now I am at this position, That I seem to be stationary while I always keeps reading more and more. Well, I started to while something else but wrote this. Please help me. I need it.
I Am So Confused! Help!
I am pretty new to blogging and forums in general. I've been with Mylot for about a week now. I have a couple of issues that I am utterly confused about. If you are able to explain these items to me, it would be greatly appreciated. First of all, what's deal with the stars? I understand that you get your first star after 100 posts, and that people have to rate your discussions. However, how do you know what your discussions are rated? If your "star rating" goes down, will you ever know why? Also, how do you get people to rate your discussions? Is it a matter of posting quality discussions, or the amount of friends that you bring on who will automatically rate you?Ok and my last question (really) is about the best responses tab. What exactly is it? When I click on it there's nothing there.Again, I would greatly appreciate any help offered to me. I amaze myself sometimes! I can get through 4 years of college, but I can't figure out how to profit from a discussion/blog website!
Wow did that hurt!
Some days I amaze myself!Sometimes I have my body in 3rd to 5th gear when my brain is still in Neutral!Yesterday I was clearing some small willowly brush.I held it back so I could get to the lower stem to cut it with a sharp machette.I thought I had them all cut so let go and stood up.One branch came up and snapped me right between my eyebrows so hard that it brought tears to my eyes. I was yelling," Oh mother of God that hurt!"I came in the house because I was sweating like crazy but when I looked in the mirror it was blood dripping down my face along both sides of my nose.I have a nice little( about 1/2 inch) cut which means everyone askes me what happens! So again and again I have to tell about my stupidity!Please tell me you have dumb blunders in your life too!xoxoxoxoxo
 
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